Gratitude
So I have been thinking about gratitude lately.
I was born in the Bay Area in California. The beauty of the area and the variety of things to do make one cringe to hear the words "I'm bored." If you had the ability to walk, access to a car, a bike, or a skateboard, you could get to beautiful vistas or hiking trails.
I used to love to go down in to San Tomas Aquino Creek. Of course, the area up around Saratoga usually ended up giving me a harsh dose of poison oak. But the area from Quito Road near the train tracks all the way down to the area where it divided my neighborhood from Hazelwood School always gave me a sense of Tom Sawyer adventure, even when I was in High School.
The creek was often dry, but when it was stormy, it was great to go near the pedestrian bridge between Westmont High and Forrest Hill School and watch the torrent of muddy water, as it roiled by.
Sadly, from McCoy Ave. and north-northeast, the Creek was made into a cement canal almost until it reaches Alviso. I would say that that creek and Los Gatos Creek run through the heart of the area that I mostly think of as home. And since I am waxing nostalgic, I would also say that it is interesting to me, that although the area where San Tomas Park now stands and has stood since 1973, there used to be an orchard. An Apricot Orchard. In some ways I agree with my friend Dave Jorgensen, we had a discussion the other day about this quantum universe in which we live. He said:
"[I imagine] that we live in a quantum universe, where every choice, perhaps every possible variation in reality, is actually played out simultaneously at the subatomic level. I wonder sometimes why it is that my consciousness, the only one I have any sense of, exists in this particular reality, this particular thread in a random universe, this set of choices. Perhaps it's just a fantasy but I like to imagine that the reality we experience, the one we see and know and remember, is the best reality, it is the place our consciousness choses to follow because it is the best of outcomes for ourselves."
This statement made me reflect on a conversation I had with another friend, LJ Godfrey, who said that he imagined that on some parallel plane he and I were still sitting on the rocks up above the housing projects in Tze Wan Shan, Hong Kong. Enjoying our slurpees and looking out over Hong Kong Harbor on a muggy and grey and hot summer afternoon.
I think that there must be something to that... I could swear that when I drive by it when I am in the area, I see the orchard still there (on occassion, anyway...) It is at those times where I think that quantum universe that LJ and Dave speak about some how crosses into my consciousness. I am really thankful for that ability to see it as it was there, just like it was when I would ride my yellow bike through the orchard on the way to soccer practice at Bucknall Elementary School. Though there would be no blossoms in winter, it was a fun place to ride and climb.
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